Well, i'm losing hope

I took another test today (first day of missed period) and still BFN with fr
Af hasn't started yet, but probably will today i guess

I shouldn't be so disappoinnted since we weren't even "trying" but I am

I was so excited that we might have a little valentine's day baby

Oh well, back to TTA until next summer (our original plan and DH won't budge on it even though he WAS excited at the possibility of THIS being a BFP)