Oh mama! I am soo sorry! I can't imagine...
I read this and think it is beautiful and true.
There's a quote from Rabbi Yitzchak Ginsburgh that says "Every soul that comes into this world comes here with a very specific mission. When that mission is completed, the soul can leave. The holiest of souls need so little time here in this world that some never even make it outside the womb, others only need their heart to beat once, others not even that."
I hope you are finding comfort from loved ones.
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
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