Originally Posted by Katie34
So I feel crappy about that.
And then, I am feeling really crampy today. So, of course- in the midst of my broken heart busted wide open with longing and sorrow, I get this surge of- well, maybe this cramping is implantaion (10 DPO). And then I just don't know anymore how to handle these surges of hope that never get fullfilled etc.
I am SO sorry... I can only imagine what that must feel like, we've been trying, and had a loss, but not for nearly as long.
On a positive note... i stalked your chart earlier, and thought to myself... hmm that looks like a dip (3 days ago on your chart) and then i remembered that last night you slept not at home... explaining the slightly lower temp... sooooo..... really, I think you should stay AS POSITIVE AS POSSIBLE, and make that little bean comfortable to settle in!
Not that you havent had to work for it... you HAVE... but maybe this is a lesson that when your beautiful baby is born, you'll be faced with all kinds of situations that make you want to run away and cry, but for your child, you have to stay positive and strong. ANd maybe all the time you've been spending on this TTC board lately will help- Because there have been a whole S-load of BFPs on here lately!!
Seriously, I know that it is SO hard... but this could be "the one" for you too!!!
and I tend to agree with Mae
, maybe she is taking the prenatals just bc she's taking them while nursing, which I hear many BFing moms do.
Thinking of you! Hang in there!!