oh Karla, that sounds so defeating........... bleh......... I hope you have a nice restful day at least!
I'm still preg, yesterday I was 41wks. We actually went to church and it wasn't too bad--the comments I mean. A male friend was concerned about the baby getting too big, and if the MW would induce me. I'm like, um, no. We're just waiting it out. Once I told them that the last 2 were 10 days late, they felt much better! lol Like their feelings matter. But I am starting to have more strange fears crop up in my head, like fears for the baby staying healthy in there. But I know it's all just from our current culture's ideas and fear-mongering.
I'm excited to blow all their minds and go 42+! lol I finally started having more ctx last night, but then they went away, of course. They are piddly little things, but still, it's way more activity than I've had in weeks!
I'm thinking of having MW strip membranes on Wed, but not sure.......... I'm afraid of it breaking my water, and I don't want that to happen by accident. I don't know...... She seems confident if I'm like 4 cm, it will "work". But I'm afraid of getting checked and being like 1! We'll see I guess.
Off to eat. I'm so starving the past few days!!!!!!