It has been a year ans 10 days since I lost my Dziadzi (grandpa) I miss you Dziadzi you have no idea how much I needed you this year so much has happened and I you pictured you huggung me to make it all better even when I got older your hugs were like magic. You know even if I did not tell you what was troubleing me just talking to you made things better isn't that silly? but they did even if I didn't talk to you knowing you were there would even work. I knew I depended on you but for how much I did not realize wow did I even depend on you even if it was just for that hug. Joey and Andrew have grown so much in the last year and they talk about you all the time I swear they see you I have heard Joey talking to you. The other night he would not go upstairs to go to sleep until he was able to look at your picture. I miss you more than I ever thought I could miss someone. You were my grandfather my fahter my rock and my friend. We have been taking care of Babci Like we said we would she misses you so much and feels so bad that she was so angery with you the last few months of your time with us. She loves you and I hope I hav ethat kind of love someday. I was so blessed to have had you in my life and to have been loved by you. I have always felt that way always. I love you and miss you I know I will see you again oneday and that thought makes me smile until then Dziadzi I will see you in my dreams and feel you there in times of need and talk to you in my prayers I love you more than you will ever know!
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11/17/06 at 10:21pm