Hi gals, this is my first time posting so I appreciate if you're taking the time to read this and, if you can, help me out. A lot has been going on lately, and the only close support I have is from my husband. We're trying to have a baby with the help of Clomid. It didn't work for us during the first cycle. I got my period and was very disappointed. Like most women who are trying and trying with no luck, I've developed an obsession. I'm upset with myself for not being in the best of health. HPV positive, abnormal cell growth in a biopsy result, PCOS. The sad part of it all is that I'm only 21 years old. My sisters all have children. The oldest had her first son at 19, and her second son just a few years later. I have another sister who is 40 this year and is pregnant again with her fiance after having a baby last year in July, on the day of my birthday. I have a 17 year old niece who is 3 months pregnant also. Knowing this makes me feel even more hopeless. I don't even feel like a woman sometimes. Without Clomid, I wouldn't have a menstrual cycle. Last year, I can recall only having 3 periods. I know that before trying to conceive, I need to be in good health. My doctor wanted and still wants to do a cervical freezing, but I went against that. I've been trying homeopathic remedies. Would you recommend that I follow the doctor's advise instead? Should I do the cervical freezing in attempt to prevent cervical cancer? What have been the outcomes for some of you after having this procedure done? My doctor says it will help with my fertility afterwards, once my cervix heals. I'm afraid it will do more harm than good, and that I will no longer produce sufficient, healthy CM and that it will be harder for me to have a baby in the future. I'm completely lost. Any help or just kind words, I'd appreciate it. Again, I'm new here and this is my first post.
~Erica
~Erica
to you. my only advice is to post directly into the infertility thread in addition to out here. you'll get more experienced eyes on your post.
