well....I'm back....havne't posted here for a while.....just ended another disappointing tww......

I actually like those 2 weeks,they seem so hopeful..... then when AF shows....hope for this month gone.....walked by a crying infant in the store(retail therapy) and had to restrain myself from hollering at that young mom to pick him up and cuddle him.....

- how did I get to this point so quickly? where a new AF cycle makes it impossible for me to look at the newborns around me? I had thought since I am trying for #3,these feelings wouldn't feel so strong. Oh well, even though we hit the O right on target 2 cycles in a row for sure,still no pg. bummer.
So when AF hits, I usually feel the need to take my boys somewhere and spoil them a little,they seem confused by the spoiling,but they love it!

: And it makes me feel a bit better. I usually don't shop much in mall type stores,so they had a ball picking out some new clothes together at least....whatever gets me through.....

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