12 DPO still waiting!
Well of course I tested this morning - and BFN. THis is the first day I actually felt dissappionted by it..... and said out loud "maybe I should stop testing". Of course I figure this out right around the time that I SHOULD be testing, since this is when people get postive tests. I'm a little down today, probably because the insomnia came back last night - and I only slept 3 hours. Hopefully I'll sneak in a nap between patients at lunch time - AFTER I take the damn printer back to the shop! UGH!
I keep going through swings where I think " I MUST BE PREGNANT!" and then I know I'm not... is this normal? Any kind words you'd offer to make me feel less like I'm going insane?
Honestly I don't know how you women do this month after month... this is hard emotional work! I know those of you that have been TTCing for a while must be really strong and resilient... and I
bow down to you!
Actually, I have to admit, I have been TTCing for about 18 months now.... however I only got Ryan to remove the condom 2 months ago.... hahahaha
Chemigogo... I wish I had something to say to ease your frustration... you need Adina... she always has a good answer!
Jessviola - I haven't ever charted, so my opinion would be crap! - again, lets get Adina in here!
Hevasoul - another
I'm sure I'll know your pain in a few days!
(well I'm still keeping hope alive)
Hey I just thought of a new abbreviation KHA... keep hope alive... for those few days before RTCW when you think you may be pg!
hee hee hee