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I miss my baby.

post #1 of 15
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I lost my baby girl when I was about 12-13 wks along. I'd just started feeling movement.

She was born August 29th, 2005. She was due in March 2006.

I'm just feeling really sad about it right now. I miss her. I want her in my life. I should have my 9 yr old, my 7 yr old, my 21 mo old, AND my 3 yr old. I think she would have had brown hair like me and brown eyes like her sister.

post #2 of 15
Hugs I'm sorry. Some days are harder than others, aren't they?
post #3 of 15
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Originally Posted by apecaut View Post
Hugs I'm sorry. Some days are harder than others, aren't they?
Yeah. I do ok all year, but when it gets around to my anniversary (Aug 23rd) I know that her birth/death date also looms.
post #4 of 15
*hugs* I hope you get all the warmth and love you need right now. i'm always a call or txt or email away. and soon a shortish drive.
post #5 of 15
(((hugs)))
post #6 of 15
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Thanks. I just started AF today. First time since getting pregnant w/ ds2 in January 2007. Strange. And I kind of wish it hadn't been August. One more date to remember, however unwittingly.
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I lost my little girl at 17 weeks in Dec07. August is a sad month for me though, as I got pregnant this month in 2007. It's been a tough month..

I'm sorry for your pain. Peace and healing to you~
post #9 of 15
Thread Starter 
This is the anniversary date of the birth/death. Strange.

I've had an ok day, though. It's been 4 yrs today. Wow.

Thank you for the kindness.

i'm sorry for your loss, too, Vermillion.
post #10 of 15
So sorry for your loss.

Last week was the five year anniversary of our dd's birth/death, and while time does dull the pain of the loss, I think we are never quite the same again after losing one of our children.

Wasn't sure if you've ever posted in the Pregnancy/Birth Loss section of MDC, but there's lots of great moms there who have also lost babies.

Wishing you peace.
post #11 of 15
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Originally Posted by Carolyn R View Post
So sorry for your loss.

Last week was the five year anniversary of our dd's birth/death, and while time does dull the pain of the loss, I think we are never quite the same again after losing one of our children.
I agree. It changes you.

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Wasn't sure if you've ever posted in the Pregnancy/Birth Loss section of MDC, but there's lots of great moms there who have also lost babies.

Wishing you peace.

I've tried, but it's just too painful for me.

thanks.
post #12 of 15
s! i lost my little girl too. over a year ago. i miss her everyday and wish things were different. i know how you feel. hugs and peace to you!
post #13 of 15
it is hard especially when you reach the date your angel grew wings or your edd i made a special page on my piczo site dedicated to my angel it helped slightly to have something to look at when i felt sad because i didn't have even as much as a scan pic.
i even gave him a name (cos i was sure i was haveing a boy) it was Connor Jacob Thomas Wright
here is my page if you would like to have a look
http://mygrowingfamilly.piczo.com/ou...sl=0&st=0&cr=5
post #14 of 15
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Becky. It's lovely.
post #15 of 15
I'm so sorry, Harper Rose.