It's hard to believe that six months - half a year - have passed since my mother passed away. She had lived with us for six years, and her passingleft such a huge hole in our home. My three yr old dd would play with her so often during the day. I was doing so well in the days, weeks after her death. I am pregnant with our second child, and how I long for my mother. I just want to sit down on her bed as I used to and talk life stuff. I want to hear her tell me how tall and beautiful my dd has become, show her the new school clothes I bought. I long to listen to the crickets and cicadas with her. And, I want to talk about the tiny baby growing inside of me, and see her smile.
I'm surprised by the pain and grief I've felt lately. Maybe it's the pregnancy hormones; I don't know. It's just been so long since I've seen her and I miss her.
Just needed to remember her on the 6 month marker of her passing.
I'm surprised by the pain and grief I've felt lately. Maybe it's the pregnancy hormones; I don't know. It's just been so long since I've seen her and I miss her.
Just needed to remember her on the 6 month marker of her passing.
s mama! i can't imagine how hard that must be.
