May Mamas - Pregnant after Loss - Page 4

[mischievium]

Thank you for the support and kind words, everybody. This is going to be a hard 9 months.

[FiberLover]

Mischievium, .

No, you are not alone.

My journey is very different than yours, I had three first trimester losses before having my daughter. Nothing compared to losing a full term baby. . Soren is beautiful.

However, in her pregnancy, and now, in this one, I feel robbed of the happiness that should automatically go along with it.

I've had to learn to be happy, a little bit at a time. Take things as they come, not dwell. In fact this pregnancy I almost feel like I've been ignoring it day to day as much as possible, hoping it will go faster.

Honestly, for me, being robbed of the automatic joy of pregnancy is the worst thing that came from these losses.

I wish you peace in this pregnancy. Peace and love, working through the things that are making you angry, like your choice in providers not being a choice.

You can vent/talk anytime, we'll listen.

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