Please help!! I'm pretty positive I'm suffering from depression. I have pretty much all the symptoms. I'm moody, constantly tired and sluggish, I don't sleep well, I hurt all over (aside from the phyical ailments I have). I don't have the energy or even the want to play with my 3 yo sometimes and I feel like a terrible mother. Sometimes it takes all I have to walk thru the house. I don't have insurance at the time because I lost my job in April. I can't get medicaid because I won't prosecute his father for child support. I just started another job a couple weeks ago but I'm still so behind on things I feel like I'll never catch back up. I lose my temper Very fast with my son and I get so anxious sometimes because he talks so much and he's so inquisitive. This in turn makes me feel guilty. I want to have the energy to play with him and take him places as well as exercise for myself. I'm sure if I started exercising, I'd feel better but I don't have the energy AT ALL. I started taking St John's Wart, iron and 75 complete (a B vit) about 5 days ago and when I take it, I get soooo nauseous and then just feel worse. I'm at my wits end and I don't know what to do. 
if you really are in a position with no insurance please contact local churches. I am Catholic and the Catholic church has an organization called the Society of St. Vincent De Paul (SVDP) 
