Hi
I just joined and I'm not sure where to post this, whether here or in ppd because I do have a 5 month old little nursling (as well as 4 other children).
I've been having a lot of ups and downs. I do know some of this is normal with me after I have a baby, but it sure seems worse this time around. I feel okay most days, but evenings to be my hardest time. I can feel fine all day and then in the evening feel totally depressed, sad, lethargic, and like I'm all alone (which I'm not). It makes me feel anxious sometimes too. It's really hard to put into words how I feel because it can vary so much from week to week. Sometimes I'm peppy and feel "normal" and sometimes I'm soooo tired and cranky and don't want to do anything. My little nursling still wakes a few times a night to nurse and my other children are up from time to time so I pretty much live in a state of sleep deprivation. So sometimes when I'm so tired, it's for good reason.
Sometimes at night I can sleep (inbetween the baby waking) and sometimes I can't even though I'm so tired. My mind just races. It's not like this every night, just sometimes. That's what makes this so hard to pinpoint. There's no consistency, except for the evening thing.
I've had a complete physical plus bloodwork. My thyroid is fine, my iron is fine and my vitamin D level is great. I currently take fish oil, pre-natal vitamins, juice plus, and extra vit. B complex. I also occasionally take a calcium/mag combo. I try to eat healthy, but admit I don't always do so great with that. I am a normal weight for my height and build. And I do not have any kind of suicidal thoughts or thoughts of hurting anyone else. What I have seems to be mild, but the sad/depressed evening thing is not fun.
I was just reading another post on here about progestrone cream? Could that help me or should I avoid that while nursing?
Any advice would be really helpful. Thanks for taking the time. Going to check out more of this site now.
I just joined and I'm not sure where to post this, whether here or in ppd because I do have a 5 month old little nursling (as well as 4 other children).
I've been having a lot of ups and downs. I do know some of this is normal with me after I have a baby, but it sure seems worse this time around. I feel okay most days, but evenings to be my hardest time. I can feel fine all day and then in the evening feel totally depressed, sad, lethargic, and like I'm all alone (which I'm not). It makes me feel anxious sometimes too. It's really hard to put into words how I feel because it can vary so much from week to week. Sometimes I'm peppy and feel "normal" and sometimes I'm soooo tired and cranky and don't want to do anything. My little nursling still wakes a few times a night to nurse and my other children are up from time to time so I pretty much live in a state of sleep deprivation. So sometimes when I'm so tired, it's for good reason.
Sometimes at night I can sleep (inbetween the baby waking) and sometimes I can't even though I'm so tired. My mind just races. It's not like this every night, just sometimes. That's what makes this so hard to pinpoint. There's no consistency, except for the evening thing.
I've had a complete physical plus bloodwork. My thyroid is fine, my iron is fine and my vitamin D level is great. I currently take fish oil, pre-natal vitamins, juice plus, and extra vit. B complex. I also occasionally take a calcium/mag combo. I try to eat healthy, but admit I don't always do so great with that. I am a normal weight for my height and build. And I do not have any kind of suicidal thoughts or thoughts of hurting anyone else. What I have seems to be mild, but the sad/depressed evening thing is not fun.

I was just reading another post on here about progestrone cream? Could that help me or should I avoid that while nursing?
Any advice would be really helpful. Thanks for taking the time. Going to check out more of this site now.








