Linda you have no idea how much your post means to me! I'm going to be 44 next year and DD is 10 months old, and I've been STRESSING about not having gotten AF back yet.
But haven't wanted to night wean because a) I trust that if DD still wants it and I have it, I should still give it to her, and b) she may be the only baby I ever have and I want to cherish this time.
Your post helps me appreciate that yes, I am getting older (and there are no guarantees of another), but the DD I have will only be a baby once and I DO want to enjoy it as much as possible!
And i keep thinking of how busy I am with one... it's actually hard to imagine 2 but yes, if I think my life will never be the same now, I'm sure I'll REALLY feel that way with #2!
So I'll keep hoping for fertility while I keep the nursing up and enjoy my DD. And I TRUST MY BODY!
What will be will be. Thanks for the reminder!