I need MNO.
No midwifery today, I emailed them Monday and told them of whats been up of late and apparently they want to meet with me before i start, and I guess its if I start. But I didnt know that until I got there this morning. I may have screwed up the whole thing by sending the email.
I am going to go to a movie by myself and cry, and cry and cry, I mean continue to cry.