I'm not going to be a may mommy...

[teale]

I got my numbers back today from the doctor, and I'm miscarrying- or so that's what we believe is happening. I have more follow up appointments, and coupled with the ridiculous cramps I've been having, I'm sure I'm finished.

This is just heartbreaking. It brings my total losses to 8. EIGHT. I feel angry, and mad at the universe, and I feel like this is totally unfair.

I've got my son, and I think I may have to come the realization that he may be it for our family. I'm not sure I can handle anymore losses...it's making me feel insane.

I'm really sad...To think someone would say to me it should be easy for me by now, since I'm used to it. It only gets worse, and it only becomes more depressing, and sad.

[brooklyn_warbler]

i am so, so sorry mama. i am heartbroken for you.

peace & prayers. anyone who would say that to you is absurd, not to mention uncompassionate. the idea that it would get easier is unthinkable to me.

[NullSet]

I'm so sorry.

[Ofwait]

I am very sorry

[Kontessa]

Your poor hurting heart. I can't think it would get easier... I do not understand how anyone could think that never mind say it. It is not fair and I would be angry too. I am angry for you. Bad things.... good people... I just do not understand. I am sorry your hurting.

[Starfish11]

I am so very very sorry

Take gentle care

[AliciaP8]

Teale, if I didn't know better I'd think I was listening to my SIL. Your story is almost identical but she stopped about 2 years ago. It does NOT get easier and she was so happy to have her son butthat doesn't mean she didn't mourn her losses. To suggest otherwise is crazy.

I'm so sorry.

[Lillitu]

i am so sorry, mama. you have my empathy.

[h@ppy mama]

So sorry Teale *hug*

[organicpapayamama]

so sorry mama.

[aromamama]

praying for you mama

[whalemama17]

I'm so sorry

[coley]

I am sorry to hear that but please dont give up!

[Maude04040106]

I am so sorry.

[SusanMy]

That someone should think, much less say, that successive losses should be "easier" for you is incredible is just awful. I'm so very sorry for your loss.

[pronetowonder]

Wishing you loving people to surround you during this time & peace along the journey.

[shugarbabies]

I am so very very sorry

[pleasantlyfurious]

Oh teale, There are no words. I'm so so so sorry. It is so unfair. No one should ever have to experience one loss - I'm so sorry you've had to carry so much heartache. I'm thinking of you.

[gillibean]

I'm so sorry for you.

[namaste_mom]

I'm so sorry Teale