When will I learn?

[peachsara]

I have been really struggling emotionally for the past couple of years. I thought I finally had the answers and finally had the right med combo. I saw my pdoc last week and actually told her that I was doing good, feeling normal. what was I thinking?

In the past, everytime I have let myself think that I'm doing better, the very next day I have a huge crash. I don't know why I thought it would be different this time. I tried to blame it on AF, but she is going away and this isn't. Gotta call the dr today.


Someone please tell me that I'm not the only looney-toon that does this. Anyone else with these extreme mood changes?

[Surfacing]

It's sooo frustrating, isn't it, when your meds are working well and you're feeling good... but then you feel cr@ppy again. This has happened with me too. It's happening right now, in fact, and I've put in a call to see my dr too. AF came late for me (I think it's finally here now) but in the days leading up to it -- oh man -- and now I am feeling more like my old self... dh was commenting how extreme the difference is.

You're not alone.

Hang in there Mama.