A friend of mine, a mother with a young son, was violently killed this past weekend by her ex. Her son witnessed most, if not all, of it. She was the sister of my best friend from high school and we became close later, while we lived in the same area w/o my friend nearby...
I just can't believe it and so angry at the man who did it. I can't believehow selfish he was/is and can't believe that he is alive, rotting now in jail, while she's dead...and thier little boy has no parents. My friend will most likely adopt her nephew but I am just a mess over this. I think about it all the time, and if I have to do something, I focus, then my thoughts go right back. Always thinking about her, cant' believe it's real.
I worry too about the effects of violent death on her soul. Is that weird? Is she confused? I hope she died quickly and hopefully she knew her son would be okay....
It's effecting more than I thought it would....
Since hardly anyone I know knew her, other than my best friend, I felt the need to simply be around people who could relate to being in grieving.
Thanks.
I just can't believe it and so angry at the man who did it. I can't believehow selfish he was/is and can't believe that he is alive, rotting now in jail, while she's dead...and thier little boy has no parents. My friend will most likely adopt her nephew but I am just a mess over this. I think about it all the time, and if I have to do something, I focus, then my thoughts go right back. Always thinking about her, cant' believe it's real.
I worry too about the effects of violent death on her soul. Is that weird? Is she confused? I hope she died quickly and hopefully she knew her son would be okay....
It's effecting more than I thought it would....
Since hardly anyone I know knew her, other than my best friend, I felt the need to simply be around people who could relate to being in grieving.
Thanks.
SO sorry for her little boy. How absolutely horrifying. 
