Zona, you sound like a woman after my own heart... Do you believe God has brought you to your circumstances for a reason? I believe in those times he refines us. He moulds us into what he wants us to be. I love the song refiners fire, did I post it yesterday... yeah, purify my heart...We are like that precious metal, he is the Master refiner. Everytime he places us into the fire, some of the dross burns away and he takes us out and looks to see if he can see His reflection a little more clearly. He never takes a lump of that metal and thinks 'Naaa, I cant work with
that, its a mess!!!' He keeps putting us back in, sometimes even cools us off, lets us rest first for a bit, the back in we go. Till we reflect Him.
Two songs have been on my mind this morning...
Burn for you by Toby Mac
I'm a brand new man, I'm a conscious man
I�m a man who�s burnin� for you
The mistakes I�ve made have been chased away to the bottom of the ocean blue
I�m a brand new man in a foreign land, I�m a man who�s feelin� that fire
And it�s all so clear when I�m standing here at the peak of my desire
So won�t you move me like you used to
I want the world to know I burn for you
I feel revived again, I am alive again
(Burnin� for you) You got me lifted and lifted you lift me up
I feel revived again, I�m energized again
(Burnin� for you) You got me lifted and lifted you lift me up
(Let the smoke clear)
Woke up in a sweat, those ghosts in my head
Had a grip, but I slipped on by
It�s a whole new day as the darkness fades
And the sun�s shinning in the sky
I concede, my love, that I need your love
I�m before you, a broken man
And it�s only you, no substitutes who can renew this soul again
So won�t you move me like you used to
I want the world to know I burn for you
I feel revived again, I am alive again
(Burnin� for you) You got me lifted and lifted you lift me up
I feel revived again, I�m energized again
(Burnin� for you) You got me lifted and lifted you lift me up
I feel revived again, I am alive again
You got me lifted and lifted you lift me�
You got me higher than Kilimanjaro
Got me believin� I can �save the day�
I�m up and running like there ain�t no tomorrow
I�d rather burn for you than fade away
I�d rather burn for you than go my way
I�m a whole new guy with a whole new vibe
Changed inside � more flame in the fire
Can�t stop, won�t stop praying for desire
Like the bunny on the screen feel so energized
Old shell gone without a trace, new face
No more shortness of breath, new pace
Live life now without the taste of fear
TOBYMAC, Double Dutch now let the smoke clear
(Let the smoke clear)
I want the world to know I burn for you
(I feek revived again)
I feel revived again, I am alive again
(Burnin� for you) You got me lifted and lifted you lift me up
I feel revived again, I�m energized again
(Burnin� for you) You got me lifted and lifted you lift me up
I feel revived again, I am alive again
(Burnin� for you) You got me lifted and lifted you lift me up
I feel revived again, I�m energized again
(Burnin� for you) You got me lifted and lifted you lift me up
(I am alive again)
You got me lifted and lifted you lift me up
(I�m energized again)
You got me lifted and lifted you lift me up
I am alive again
You got me lifted and lifted you lift me up
You lift me up
bc there is a burning in me that no matter what I go thru, I want to know Christ more and more thru it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S85Hl...eature=related
And one Ive posted before
Bring the rain by Mercy me
I can count a million times
People asking me how I
Can praise You with all that I've gone through
The question just amazes me
Can circumstances possibly
Change who I forever am in You
Maybe since my life was changed
Long before these rainy days
It's never really ever crossed my mind
To turn my back on you, oh Lord
My only shelter from the storm
But instead I draw closer through these times
So I pray
Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know there'll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You
Jesus, bring the rainI am Yours regardless of
The dark clouds that may loom aboveBecause You are much greater than my painYou who made a way for me
By suffering Your destiny
So tell me what's a little rain
So I pray
Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know there'll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You
Jesus, bring the rain
Holy, holy, holy
Holy, holy, holy
Is the Lord God Almighty
Is the Lord God Almighty
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v0A0fZML5Hc
So, as time goes by, I dont necessarily relish in pain and suffering, but I understand what Jesus was saying when He said 'Blessed are those who weep, who
hunger for righteousness...' et al... I am blessed in knowing Him in all my circumstances.
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