Ugh I'm so sorry. This month is crappy for everyone.
I'm throwing in the towel on the job hunt. I'm entering the 2nd tri and my growing tummy willl be just another strike against me. After the chronic illness and SAHM-dom I don't have the work experience, and employers have their pick of the crop in this economy.
I can't get a job in my field as I am still a student-teacher. No one wants to take the hit to their insurance nowadays. So instead of looking for work now I'm going to focus on finishing my certification. Then after postpartum I'll be ready for the job I really want anyway.
What's really been troubling me lately is that I seem to be developing type 1 diabetes. I meet with the Dr again on Wednesday hopefully to start a treatment protocol. I feel like CRAP
There are things going right though:
My partner has invited me to move in with him in March (when the ex wants the house back). I take care of my food and medical costs.
At the .99 cent Goodwill sale I found a 100% organic cotton baby tee, 100% organic cotton tote bag, 100% cashmere sweater, and a week's worth of name brand skorts for DD in a couple years.
I've been able to pick up a neighbor's wireless signal all week.
Oh and I walked into a new yoga studio's grand opening and recieved a two week unlimited pass for free