Hi ladies!! I've missed you! I got stuck with a sick computer here at work for the last few days. now everything seems to be all better though... i hope! i was having mini panic attacks thinking i might lose 5 years worth of work (since i dont back up- stupid) SCARY.
anywho, i have NO idea if I already O'd, if I'm about to, or if it's just not happening this month. its hard to be zen when you're so curious all the time!
but, i feel like at least if i dont know, then i might not be as anxious about testing, or if AF is coming.
i've gotten a few little twinges on the right side (and last month they were on the left) so i think it
might be happening today or tomorrow, but with no OPKs anywhere, i'm just chilling until halloween i guess - i really have no clue. so, maybe not chillin' but i'll be with the other ladies here who are totally not zen right now....!!
Tear-

. i know how frustrated you must be. Your temp is lower than yesterday, yes- but totally not
that big of a drop. we're talking tenths of a degree here, honey.

will that help keep it in perspective? and remember also, you arent on the C this month, and that usually promotes a boost in progesterone. so, the supp is working all by itself again this month- a different set of variables this time around. but, as Kiya said.... what if it's just supposed to be there? <duck and cover>
Beloved- it would figure that things "worked out" this time around... i know you're totally torn if you want to be excited about timing, or nervous. what a strange place to be. I hope you do stick around, even if it's just to vent that you want to TTC and aren't sure where you stand. Limbo stinks, but yet again, i'll be stalking your A over the next week or two!!!!!!
Kiya- send some of that relaxation over here!
Pinoikoi-


congrats!
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