I probably shouldn't even let my OB do internal checks. It only annoys me to hear that nothing is going on. I KNOW nothing is going on. I expect her to tell me that my baby will probably be late. Yet it hacks me off to hear it. I'm only 38 weeks, so it's not like I have any real right to be irritated to still be pregnant. But would it really be asking too much to be a week early? Or a couple days, even? Why do my babies have to be so dang comfy in there?
I know I should be trying to enjoy these last two weeks of having just one child, but I am all jittery and excited and ready. I am ready to lose 25 pounds over about two weeks! I am ready to not have "lightning crotch" or a sore pubic bone anymore. I am ready to be able to wrestle with DS and not worry about getting kicked in the belly. I am ready to not have people eyeing up my stomach anymore, which makes me want to snap at them, "Oh, it is NOT that big!" I am ready to not worry about my water breaking in a conspicuous public place.
I just want SOMETHING to happen. A contraction. A little bit of mucous plug. Anything.
I know I should be trying to enjoy these last two weeks of having just one child, but I am all jittery and excited and ready. I am ready to lose 25 pounds over about two weeks! I am ready to not have "lightning crotch" or a sore pubic bone anymore. I am ready to be able to wrestle with DS and not worry about getting kicked in the belly. I am ready to not have people eyeing up my stomach anymore, which makes me want to snap at them, "Oh, it is NOT that big!" I am ready to not worry about my water breaking in a conspicuous public place.
I just want SOMETHING to happen. A contraction. A little bit of mucous plug. Anything.






