i know i still have a week and a half till i'm due. but all this prodromal labour is killing me. i get contractions, lost my plug, backache, headache, nausea, blah blah blah. all this stuff gets my hopes up, and i still don't have my baby in my arms. i'm getting so frustrated. i SWORE i wouldn't be one of those impatient pregnant women. that i would trust my body to do what it needs to do and my son would be here when he is ready. but what about ME? I'M ready NOW. i want my baby NOW. i didn't have this crap the first time. all this lead up is awful! and i know some of you have had it WAY worse than me. but i'm going to lose my damn mind if he doesn't come out soon.
i just want my baby.
i just want my baby.







I know its hard hard, but he WILL come out soon. It just doesn't feel like it right now. Try and get some rest while you can.

I have had to stop answering my phone all together cause it was depressing me so much.