My LO is 2 1/2 weeks old and basically I have spent this entire time in breast hell. First, we had shallow latch issues, which caused nipple trauma and cracks for me and made BFing very painful. Just when I thought this might be getting better I got a breast infection and now I find out that he has thrush and the reason my nipples won't heal is I have a yeast infection there! In retrospect I have had a nipple yeast issue for a week or two, but didn't recognize it and also realize I have been dealing with a vag yeast infection (which I have never had before in my life). 
I was so looking forward to this first month of snuggling and bonding with a newborn and instead its been painful, stressful, and full of calls to the Dr. and lots of crying on my lactation consultant's shoulder. I feel like everything that could go wrong with my boobs went wrong! I guess I still need to feel thankful and positive that I had a great milk supply come in and my LO is growing like a weed. . .but the blissful BFing relationship I imagined has not materialized yet at all. So far the whole thing has been pretty traumatic.
Everyone keeps saying it gets better and I believe its worth it--I am committed to doing everything I can to make BFing work--but its so hard! And lack of sleep ain't making anything better! Why didn't anyone warn me about this?

I was so looking forward to this first month of snuggling and bonding with a newborn and instead its been painful, stressful, and full of calls to the Dr. and lots of crying on my lactation consultant's shoulder. I feel like everything that could go wrong with my boobs went wrong! I guess I still need to feel thankful and positive that I had a great milk supply come in and my LO is growing like a weed. . .but the blissful BFing relationship I imagined has not materialized yet at all. So far the whole thing has been pretty traumatic.
Everyone keeps saying it gets better and I believe its worth it--I am committed to doing everything I can to make BFing work--but its so hard! And lack of sleep ain't making anything better! Why didn't anyone warn me about this?






i so feel your pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! honestly one reason i didn't give up with ian is because i couldn't quit when i had plugs or mastitis, it would have just gotten worse! then by the time it was better, i didn't want to quit.




Wants to nurse A LOT.