Tell me about B6!
I'm officially withdrawing my comment about being happy about all the horrible symptoms. Maybe I was trying to trick myself, or maybe it's because I feel like I should be, but I am not
happy about the way I feel. Is that okay?
I'm really upset about how much my pain my body is in, I feel like I got beat up and my back broken. And I'm really upset about being so nauseous and pukey. I've already been puking all day every day for over a week now, (I do get a small break in the afternoon, a BIG improvement from my last pregnancy) and I just can't stop thinking about how long 3 months of non-stop feeling like
and hugging the toilet is. I just feel miserable and useless and crappy. I don't know what I would do with DD if DH and I didn't both work at home, at least half the day I am absolutely incapable of being a care taker what-so-ever. (Can't do anything but slump over the toilet and puke a lot) Not only do I leave DH to do everything (We run a daycare form our home) but then he has to meet more needs for me as well. (water, water, water, tummy tea
I feel so upset about how much time without my daughter I am spending, and she doesn't understand (she's 20 months,) especially when I have to tell her that mama can't nay-nay right now.
And I feel guilty for not welcoming what comes with the blessing of being able to make a baby in my body.
I know there are women who who do anything to be where I am right now, sick or not. I feel like I should feel lucky, but I just feel crappy.