I'm 38 weeks. Physically, I'm over it; I'm achy, have a hard time getting around, and am tired of feeling this way. I keep cleaning my house and it keeps getting messed up. I'm running out of energy to keep it nearly spotless. And my hubby doesn't want to help out with any housework because he's been putting in overtime at work, which means if I want the house clean, I have to do it. And since I am planning a homebirth, I want my house clean. The more I clean, the more tired I get. The paradox is killing me.
Emotionally, I am not entirely sure I am ready yet.
Maybe in two weeks, I will feel internally ready to have this baby.