I am ordering a couple of new nursing bras from
Birth&Baby (that's who I ordered from last time--I'm a hard to find size but have had excellent results with them, but the 3 I got 3 yrs ago with last baby are wearing out so I decided to indulge in a couple new ones).
I'm also browsing around amazon thinking about Christmas shopping...we live in a small town and there are not a lot of local shopping options, and my handmaking will be less prolific this year due to the new one, so I'm all about amazon and the free shipping (we live in AK and shipping will kill ya up here!!) I'm poking around etsy too, because I love christmas shopping there...
I had a friend over for a couple hours this morning and I'm just generally trying to think about anything except the fact that i'm very not in labor (in spite of losing my plug last friday and having a number of other signs of labor...I basically have every labor symptom except the contractions, and it sucks!!) i'm 39wks today, which is the date that my last kiddo was born, so I'm officially feeling 'fully cooked' today

I have a weird craving for sesame chicken, and since I've had basically no appetite for nearly a week now I decided to go out and get the stuff to make it tonight. I'm sure I could use the protein.
Then i'll just pray that the toddler goes to sleep/sleeps well tonight (he still wakes often) and maybe we can have a baby tonight. That would be lovely...but I'm trying not to fixate on it. I've been so fixated on it for the last week that I'm losing my brain and I woke up today resolved to do anything and everything I could to distract myself from trying to start labor...just trying to get busy with other stuff and let nature happen. (*trying!!*)
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