grahnola mum and lyndzies. maybe santa can get away with a late present for you guys in january?? i was so hoping to be able to move you both.
welcome hsmama, sorry you have to join us but i hope you find some support here. what would you like me to put as your blurb on the first page?
afm... i feel like i KILLED myself to get the BDing in (as usual, around O time my daughter refused to sleep and my husband got into a big bad funk, so having sex was like herding cats), but after 2 + OPKs followed by a negative, my temp STILL hasn't obviously shot up. am i still just not even having correlated signs, month after month?? how can i just NOT have an obvious thermal shift after + OPKs anymore? wtf does that even mean?? i'm so frustrated.
maybe this small rise is enough to indicate that O happened, but considering that my temp was higher than this a week ago, i'm not very sure at all. and obviously i'm traveling so i'm sleeping in a different bed and i can never tell what the heck is going on at this very important time of the month AS USUAL.
ugh. i hate this so much. i seriously, seriously hate it. i hate ovulating. i hate sex. i hate my period. this makes me hate my life every single phase of every month. just before O, just after O, during the 2ww, after AF is over... i feel like my body just never has clear signs of what it's doing and i feel like it's screwing with my head and turning me into a bad partner and a bad mom. maybe i should give up?