Well, I'm not in the ordering bulk tests club, but I AM giving myself a pat on the back for actually WALKING PAST THE DOLLAR TREE and NOT BUYING ANY TESTS tonight. Can you believe the self control? It's overwhelming, really. It is just. too. early (7dpo tomorrow). I am too tired and worn out this week (last night my 20m/o was up from 12:30am-3:30am. I get up for work at 4. I went to bed at 11. Soooo sleepy....!!) Anyway, I think seeing a - test would really weigh me down.
I occasionally start to fantasize about how fun it would be to tell everyone over Christmas about a new baby, but then start kicking myself because I have this feeling like I'll jinx it somehow by thinking too hopefully. I want to be pregnant. I truthfully, to the very core, don't feel like this month is mine.