My stitches only hurt a little, breastmilk supply and demand have evened up, I still hate breastfeeding but it's the only thing I know how to do, so I'm just trying to stay focused. I feel much better than I did when I was pregnant. Dh went back to work today and I helped FIL take DD1 to school, and it was so weird to go back home after instead of going to work myself. Today is my first day to be using sick leave--the last two weeks were covered by vacation/personal leave/holiday pay--and it feels odd to be using sick leave when I'm not sick! I wish I could go to work and bring the baby with me; it'd be easier to do it now than in a few weeks when she starts being awake more. But that would require waaaaaaaaaay too much paperwork to pull off.
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11/30/09 at 4:48pm