My stitches only hurt a little, breastmilk supply and demand have evened up, I still hate breastfeeding but it's the only thing I know how to do, so I'm just trying to stay focused. I feel much better than I did when I was pregnant. Dh went back to work today and I helped FIL take DD1 to school, and it was so weird to go back home after instead of going to work myself. Today is my first day to be using sick leave--the last two weeks were covered by vacation/personal leave/holiday pay--and it feels odd to be using sick leave when I'm not sick! I wish I could go to work and bring the baby with me; it'd be easier to do it now than in a few weeks when she starts being awake more. But that would require waaaaaaaaaay too much paperwork to pull off. 








I make a point to shower every morning and DH has actually been home the whole time so that has helped my healing well he went in one night and that was it but he will go back in on Monday
I feel pretty good down there but it itches I thought that it should be healed by now
Glenn is a decent sleeper but we cosleep so that could be why. I have no idea how to not cosleep I tried the one night and I was so nervous that I couldn't feel him breathe that he never slept at night with out me right there
0-3 is to big! I am still tired even though I sleep I think that his labor and birth took a lot more out of me than I thought it would have I have been going to bed at the latest 9:00pm and I am a night owl I am normally up until at the very least 1:00am but Ds1 loves it because I go to bed with him then
my bleeding is almost all gone I am wearing a pad just incase because every once in a while I have a little
my emotions are still everywhere and if they do not even out more in a few days I will be calling my OB to have him up my Zoloft 