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I am 10 wks pregnant with #4. I am planning a HBA3C. My last being a failed homebirth. I have this fear of dying during childbirth. It's not my only fear and I'm not dwelling on this specific fear. I felt this way with my last pregnancy also. I don't know if it's b/c giving birth naturally is all new to me or what. Does anyone else ever have this fear and where is this coming from? I have always believed in homebirth even when pregnant with my first, I hate hospitals. I just don't know how to let this go, it bothers me that I even have this thought. Thanks