background, I am almost 46, I am a late blooming mama to 2 sons, having my first at 41 and my second at 43.
My oldest DS will be 5 on Jan 10 and is still nursing in tandem with my youngest.
Anyway I am not actively TTC but not avoiding it either, both my DH and I would like a little girl. My period is late and I thought maybe, did some pee sticks and they were BFNs.
I went to see my gp on friday and he did some bloodwork, today he called me in to discuss the results and he says my hormones say I am peri menopausal
So now I feel all old and bummed out, he says there is a chance I could still conceive but I feel all used up and depressed all of a sudden.
I'm not sure why I am really posting, I guess it was just hard to hear that kind of news. I feel younger than 45, and it just all caught up with me.