No weekly thread? I am wondering if I am the only prego left. I have actually been avoiding Due Date Club because I am...neurotic or something. I have been having all these contractions for four weeks, but no break through. I didn't have the baby yet and my mom got better (super huge yay of relief). HOWEVER, I am scheduled for an induction on Wednesday morning (41 weeks 2 days). No way around it- if I say no, I will be considered high risk and lose even more of my birthing freedoms. Also, while this may be an unpopular choice, at this point I am okay with being forced to have him. My hips are in so much pain I am having trouble walking.
So. That being said, I believe Castor Oil and I will be having a date tonight. I am freaking out because in 48 hours (by CO or Pitocin), I will be in labor. And labor is scary to me. But fear causes more pain (or so I have read).
So. That being said, I believe Castor Oil and I will be having a date tonight. I am freaking out because in 48 hours (by CO or Pitocin), I will be in labor. And labor is scary to me. But fear causes more pain (or so I have read).










I've been avoiding too, it just bums me out to see all the ladies popping and knowing that I'm not one of them. This baby was giving me lots of contractions a month ago and now I get a few here and there but nothing serious. I want him to come already... What do I have to do? I've been wanting to try sex but with two kiddos who are constantly in the bed it makes it much harder. Thankfully we've gotten ds into his own room for the most part, he still comes in every other night or so but its better than being in here all the time!

Still here. I'll be 40 weeks on Friday and am hosting dinner for a dozen! I am worrying a little bit because I have never gotten so close to the end (my kids have been born on or right after their edd) without any signs of impending labor!
Generally miserable, hormonal, and in a lot of pain. I've been able to keep the depression from getting too bad throughout most of this pregnancy, but it's hitting me like a tidal wave right now and I'm having trouble coping. Plus I've never been pregnant for this long and it's messing with my head. Logically I know the baby will be here any day, but it just doesn't feel like it. I'm really starting to wonder whether I'll ever go into labor on my own . . . just not in a good place right now. 




