So my blood pressure is high.
I am having to take it every day to keep track.
I need to get some weight off of me. The nurse at work told me that they have a cheaper weight watcher meeting there at 11 AM on Tuesdays. She told me to ask my boss if I could go. I figured she would say no. But I mentioned it to my co-teacher, who has worked there a lot longer than me and knows our boss much better, and she said it would be fine with her for me to do that once a week. It truly only effects her, anyway, as she would be the one doing that much more work while I was gone.
So she mentioned it to our boss and I am allowed to do it.
That will save me some money.
I have been writing down everything that I eat and tracking it.
I am also exercising.
Baby steps, I guess.
I have already lost some weight but I want to lose more.
I regret that our OA meeting no longer fits in to my schedule. I have my online class that evening and I can't get out of that.
I really just want to be healthier. I deserve it.
I have a male friend who is just truly wonderful to me and treats me like a Princess and I am trying to decide how I feel about that right now. It is all very different for me. Being treated nicely by a man- that feels weird to me. I wish it didn't feel weird, though!
I mean, I know I deserve it, I just don't understand. Maybe because STBX told me he loved me maybe once a year.