Today, admittedly, I spent my entire hour break in my car, listening to sad music, crying. Horrible.
Today was a bad day, for me.
I feel kind of grouchy that none of the people who claim to by my friends can take an hour out of their lives to sit with me at a restaurant. Really? It made me very angry.
Mouso, yes, it was hard to have friends while married. I would meet someone I liked, then spend time with them. Eventually it would come to where they would meet my husband. I would spend the week before begging him to be nice to them. It was pathetic. And he wouldn't be nice to them. They would drop out of my life dramatically. I would go to great lengths to keep them from meeting him.
It is hard to make friends. I am trying, though. I feel like I don't understand some social cues. I often feel like I can't understand what people are saying to me. It is hard to explain.
Making friends is harder when you're older. I don't know why but it stinks.
And that would hurt me too, if I felt no friend was there for me. I'm sorry. :hug
As for sitting in your car and crying, sometimes that can be very cathartic. To just really feel your feelings and wallow in them a bit. I have done that, especially when listening to music, and it sort of cleanses you, you know?
Glad you are picking out a book for some time for YOU tomorrow. Starbucks' sipping chocolate is YUM!