Since I weaned my son at almost 18 months given my troubles with preterm contractions (back in November), I haven't even looked at my nipples. Now that I am 35 weeks (one week shy of being released from all of my restrictions), I feel like I can actually breathe again and ventured into exploring my changing body in the shower today.
And then I freaked out. I noticed that it appeared that I had some sort of crust (could I get any more descriptive and disgusting) on the ends of my nipples. It reminded me of the moist collection of white blood cells you get if you injur yourself badly--I think the water made it more disgusting. But it wasn't like white, it was kind of gray/greenish. What the *&$# is this? Could it be old, crusted milk? I could relatively easily scrape it off to expose more vulnerable and pink areas...but I am just flumoxed...I think the color really got me. I don't think they were scabs or anything...but does anyone know?
And then of course I got gutsy and squeezed to see if I could get anything out, and totally got colostrum from both sides. I felt good that the pipes are still working and not encrusted with sour, old milk, but now I am afraid it may return.
Can anyone relate?
And then I freaked out. I noticed that it appeared that I had some sort of crust (could I get any more descriptive and disgusting) on the ends of my nipples. It reminded me of the moist collection of white blood cells you get if you injur yourself badly--I think the water made it more disgusting. But it wasn't like white, it was kind of gray/greenish. What the *&$# is this? Could it be old, crusted milk? I could relatively easily scrape it off to expose more vulnerable and pink areas...but I am just flumoxed...I think the color really got me. I don't think they were scabs or anything...but does anyone know?
And then of course I got gutsy and squeezed to see if I could get anything out, and totally got colostrum from both sides. I felt good that the pipes are still working and not encrusted with sour, old milk, but now I am afraid it may return.
Can anyone relate?










