remijo- praying it's SOON! (and seems so fitting for it to be on a lousy weather day

I'm expecting the same!)
charlene- I think I've heard Tylenol PM isn't avail in CA? IDK about Unisome either. You can always try a regular tylenol and a gravol together, that's what I was told to take for early/ pre- labour that started in the middle of the night (trying to stop it so I could rest). Or heck, have a glass of wine!
Falicia- the only thing I can feel through the vaginal wall is... poo

I know, TMI (and obviously that's the BACK side not the FRONT side where the baby is, but it's hard to miss!)
I found my bottle of EPO today and took one. I'm scared to take it though. I think I'm the opposite of everyone here, I do NOT want my baby to come any time soon! I told someone at playgroup today, "I'd be THRILLED if I go overdue!" and then instantly regretted it, because if I do I know I would definitely not be thrilled. I've jinxed myself.
How come the closer it gets the less ready I get? My to-do list still has the same number of things on it as I did when I created the damn thing, and I'm sure I COULD find the time to do it... probably? but I'm apparently not trying very hard. I need to let go of this anxiety somehow so this baby can pick his own birthday without me making a muck of it.
Cleaning up is also a lot harder these days- bending over, squatting, moving things. AND our dishwasher broke

Fabulous timing there!
Also trying REALLY HARD to get my brother to move out. He was only going to stay a month or two... and this was back in August. We have a meeting set up with a family friend who is roughly his age who is looking to move out of his parents house. If they hit it off maybe they can get a place together...?? Fingers crossed!
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