Oh, GrahnolaMum I feel for you, and we all totally understand, the bitterness has to come out! I hope FF is wrong. I've had almost positive OPKs that faded away and then came back strong and very positive a few days later. Hopefully tomorrow will bring better news, and you can always rely on us. You're not a bad mommy or wife for struggling emotionally through this journey. It's such a hard one, and the emotions are real, but NOT exclusive of being a good mommy to the little one you have. Let yourself feel, and know you're a good person.
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