Today is my first born's birthday, my sweet daughter who we wanted so badly and only got to know through 36 weeks 4 days of pregnancy and then 35 minutes of intense activity trying to save her.
I miss her so much, she will be my only daughter and I feel so much sadness at the loss of having a mama/daughter relationship with her. Of teaching her about the wonders of being a girl, a women and a mama
Happy Birthday my sweet Sonja Natalia 
Thank you for watching over your little brother and for choosing me as your mama
I love you always xoxo
I miss her so much, she will be my only daughter and I feel so much sadness at the loss of having a mama/daughter relationship with her. Of teaching her about the wonders of being a girl, a women and a mama

Happy Birthday my sweet Sonja Natalia 
Thank you for watching over your little brother and for choosing me as your mama
I love you always xoxo












