This pregnancy has been such a rollercoaster for me in terms of care and birth plans. I started off being seen by midwives, but at our 20 week ultrasound was diagnosed with a complete placenta previa and referred to OB care. After 11 weeks of angst about what that meant for my baby and my birth, we returned for another ultrasound at 31 weeks and found that i did not in fact have a previa, but instead have a uterine synechiae - essentially a band if scar tissue stretching across my uterus. It was not covering the cervix. The high risk specialist told us that he would not perform a version on our then transverse baby, because of the risk of tearing the tissue by forcing her around, but that if she turned head down on her own, we were all clear for a vaginal birth. I did all the breech/transverse positions/activities, including moxibustion, and sure enough, she was head down at our 35 week ultrasound. BUT, this synechiae is blocking her head from getting to my cervix. It is literally stretched across my uterus, front to back, just to the right of my cervix, and her head is pressed up against it. Unless it breaks, she will not be able to make it to the birth canal (at least not with her head).
So we thought we'd just keep watching it, and hope it broke at some point. However, today (36 weeks) my regular OB did another ultrasound and saw that the cord is right over my cervix. He is very concerned about a cord prolapse, and recommending an amnio and c-section if her lungs are mature as soon as Saturday, because without her head to serve as a cork, there is a greater risk of cord prolapse, which could be fatal. I am dilated 2.5 cm already (not that that affects whether my membranes might rupture, but it could make prolapse more likely if they did.)
If we follow his recommendation, we are taking on all the risks of amnio, premature birth, and c-section. But if we don't, we run the risk of prolapse, which is much smaller, but much much graver. There appears to be a very low risk of my membranes rupturing this early, and I don't have any risk factors for that, but if it happened and I was in that very small percentage . . . well, it just doesn't matter if the risks were small if you are the one or two percent affected. And if I was in the small percentage of women whose membranes rupture early, I AM at much greater risk for a prolapsed cord.
I'm just so upset that we got so far from the type of care and birth I wanted, that we fought so hard to get back to that and almost did, and here we are again, facing an early c-section. I am honestly really worried right now, and I just don't know whether that's reasonable or just me being susceptible to the fear-mongering of conventional medicine. I could really use some perspective here. Any thoughts are welcome.
So we thought we'd just keep watching it, and hope it broke at some point. However, today (36 weeks) my regular OB did another ultrasound and saw that the cord is right over my cervix. He is very concerned about a cord prolapse, and recommending an amnio and c-section if her lungs are mature as soon as Saturday, because without her head to serve as a cork, there is a greater risk of cord prolapse, which could be fatal. I am dilated 2.5 cm already (not that that affects whether my membranes might rupture, but it could make prolapse more likely if they did.)
If we follow his recommendation, we are taking on all the risks of amnio, premature birth, and c-section. But if we don't, we run the risk of prolapse, which is much smaller, but much much graver. There appears to be a very low risk of my membranes rupturing this early, and I don't have any risk factors for that, but if it happened and I was in that very small percentage . . . well, it just doesn't matter if the risks were small if you are the one or two percent affected. And if I was in the small percentage of women whose membranes rupture early, I AM at much greater risk for a prolapsed cord.
I'm just so upset that we got so far from the type of care and birth I wanted, that we fought so hard to get back to that and almost did, and here we are again, facing an early c-section. I am honestly really worried right now, and I just don't know whether that's reasonable or just me being susceptible to the fear-mongering of conventional medicine. I could really use some perspective here. Any thoughts are welcome.








I was thinking of whether the possibility of a prolapse necessitated a planned cesarean, versus waiting until labor begins on its own and then doing a section. It seems to me that if the cord is in front of the head at the time labor begins, then a c-section is going to have to happen one way or the other - either because the baby can't descend, in which case the risk of cord compression is crazy low, or because the baby can descend and obviously will compress the cord in that case. I don't know all the ins and outs of prolapse and cord compression though, so maybe I'm wrong. I would definitely find out from your doctor why you would need to plan a c-section, though, rather than just wait until you go into labor. Planning one seems unnecessary to me if there's no risk of compression, but I obviously have no idea if there is a risk of that or not.
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