I've had panic attacks for almost 8 years now, they've been almost non-existent for 3 years without meds though so that's been great. My anxiety was under control really well.
After I had ds in July, I had some hormonal crying, 'blues' for about 3 weeks then I seemed to be okay.
Nov came & I was having some pretty bad anxiety & I started on Zoloft. Seemed to help.
The last week I've been having a problem with fits of rage for lack of a better description. I get so ANGRY at the baby for crying & fussing, I have the urge to do him some great harm. This is so not like me, we tried so long to have him & up until now I've been nothing but in love with him...could this be ppd this late in the game?
I went to the dr & the only thing he did was up my dosage of Zoloft & told me to come back in 2 weeks...in the meantime I'm scaring myself when I get so angry. I've had to resort back to some SI just to keep from releasing any of that anger onto any of the kids.
After I had ds in July, I had some hormonal crying, 'blues' for about 3 weeks then I seemed to be okay.
Nov came & I was having some pretty bad anxiety & I started on Zoloft. Seemed to help.
The last week I've been having a problem with fits of rage for lack of a better description. I get so ANGRY at the baby for crying & fussing, I have the urge to do him some great harm. This is so not like me, we tried so long to have him & up until now I've been nothing but in love with him...could this be ppd this late in the game?
I went to the dr & the only thing he did was up my dosage of Zoloft & told me to come back in 2 weeks...in the meantime I'm scaring myself when I get so angry. I've had to resort back to some SI just to keep from releasing any of that anger onto any of the kids.
