I really liked Heart of Christianity too. It was everything I have been thinking but didn't know it. I like when he says that by making Jesus "God" we lose sight of what an amazing person he was. I find myself being fascinated with the historical Jesus. As he says we can think he was probably the peasant child of a young woman who was raped by roman soldiers, he was a Jewish mystic and healer, he was VERY political etc. I am much more interested in praying to GOD and thinking seriously about the life of Jesus the person as a way to bring myself closer to GOD than I am in praying to Jesus. When I do out of habit I am not bothered much. I believe God knows what I mean.
We were just in the hospital for 3 nights with my sweet ds. He had a virus that raged through his body for 6 days. I found myself worn down to the place where absolutely nothing matters but life itself. I found myself face to face with God. All I could pray was "help my baby help my baby, give me strength....." because I could barely think. I did realize that if I didn't pray I would probably lose my mind. But it was a constant unending prayer.
We were just in the hospital for 3 nights with my sweet ds. He had a virus that raged through his body for 6 days. I found myself worn down to the place where absolutely nothing matters but life itself. I found myself face to face with God. All I could pray was "help my baby help my baby, give me strength....." because I could barely think. I did realize that if I didn't pray I would probably lose my mind. But it was a constant unending prayer.









), what does it tell us about how God see us. From that perspective, it's a story of redemption. We are both those killed by the flood and those redeemed by the ark. It is a story of the stripping away of that which turns us away from God and a story of that which draws us closer to him. In the midst of the crud and corruption of daily life; in the midst of the screw-ups we make as people; in the middle of what seems to be an unredeemable world, we all have that something in us that says, "Yes, I too am redeemable." The rain and flood is what strips us of all that has separated us from God; the ark is God's hand not letting go of us. We are being cleansed and protected at the same time. We are redeemable. Every day. I don't know ... that is where I am right now with it.
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