Can I join the high needs baby club??? I am so so so tired. Ds is waking up constantly at night.. still taking 20 min naps, ahhhh!
He is much happier and less fussy during the day


But nightime is rough rough rough. I have no energy.
Not to mention I can't seem to leave ds with anyone... I leave him with daddy while I go to the gym for 30 min ( he is just fed and as well rested as he gets with those 20 min naps) and I come home to a daddy with a headache and a crying babe... and daddy is great with him!
Same thing happened today.. we left 2 kids with the grandparents for an hour so we could run to Target. Ds woke up at 1125... we got home at 1140 and he was still crying!!!

He is so high needs day and night that I feel like I need a break every now and then... and then I feel guilty when I do because he is just not happy!!!
I love that he needs me so much but phew... if I dont even get a break at night I wish I could take an hour every now and then and not have to worry about him crying!!!! I know this is just a short phase but I so so frustrated with him sometimes and I dont remember ever feeling that way with my first.... of course she was an amazing sleeper and easy to get to sleep too.
ohhhh and yay still screaming bloody murder in the car... joy joy
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