I hope you are hanging in there mama!
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2/22/10 at 9:35pm
When I read your post about waking up with a shirt full of pee I thought to myself, "Gee, I never knew incontinence was a part of nicotine withdrawal!"
Hang in there, mama!!! You've come so far already!
I just realized that at least one of my reasons for smoking was to suppress my own thoughts, I don't want to think about certain things, and if I were smoking a cigarette, I could divert my attention to focusing on, well smoking. Now I catch myself thinking, and I don't feel I have anything to divert my attention to. I don't even know if that makes sense. Intrusive thoughts suck, I mean your brain should be quiet, unless you choose to think, right?
Anyway besides that, everything is going smooth. I have NOT SMOKED in 6 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!