Originally Posted by eirual
Baby fever's getting the better of me!! I'm expecting AF Wednesday, but everytime it comes I feel a sense of loss.
I'm right there with you.
AFM: Eventful day today, so no time to do many personals. We dropped B. off at daycare this morning and had just walked into the office when we got the call that she had started vomiting. So... we both came home (my dh can work remote, I cannot) so that we didn't have to make the drive twice in one day since we carpool and that would be an extra 70 miles of travel for the day. She seems to be feeling better but still isn't eating very much, I'm hopeful that she'll be back at daycare tomorrow. We had a nice day watching cartoons and I got to make dinner and we got to eat before 7:30, amazing!
Today is CD 3, still having some light spotting off and on.. I started folic acid and maca this cycle. The folic acid because I feel somewhat irresponsible not taking any especially because I hope for an "oops" every cycle
and the maca because I really need some assistance balancing out my hormones(PCOS symptoms) and I could certainly use the energy increase.
I'm trying to resign myself to the fact that it really is best that we avoid for at least another 1.5 years, it just seems so long and dd will be how old?! I really need to stop wrapping it all up around her though, it's not the end of the world to wait. Especially because our sole reason for waiting is so that we can be debt free. I feel like a broken record, how many times do I have to reason with myself before I finally get it and stop having a meltdown every AF? I feel so silly
If we get pregnant before we start TTC we will both be excited, but we both feel (well when I'm feeling reasonable anyway) it would be irresponsible to actually try for a baby with our current financial situation. It sucks, though our financial situation is most certainly our fault.