im not really TTC, at least my dp isn't but he knows my intentions and is sometimes thoughtful about them. i figure if i'm going to get my way i had better think positive and manifest it. so here i am, posting!
im nursing my 2 year old dd. trying hard to night wean her, which isn't going vey well. i thought that i was pregnant last cycle, my breasts were sore and all of a sudden my milk supply dropped. she is still complaining about my supply now (im on cd5) she will nurse for about 30 seconds on one side before pushing it away and asking for the other side, then back and forth till i say enough and stop all together. its really irritating! i love nursing her, but not like this. at night it is a bit better, but then she is mainly nursing for comfort i think.
i have a 4 year old dd as well as a 7 year old ds. i want one more, theni want to be done and finished. i love being pregnant, love giving birth and really love the baby stuff. i would do it 10 times, but i can settle for 4.
soo.. i have nevr charted, im thinking of starting, just to know what is going on with my body. i got pregnant with my other three with no issue (pretty well first time not PO or using BC), and im not sure of i would have a problem now, but then i worry about the what if i couldn't get pregnant and have this one last baby that i really want so badly! its funny how we think these things.. dp is happy with 3 and gthinks im kind of
: but he also jokes around and last month didnt PO one time dtd..which he is usually very good about. so here is hoping!
i have TCOYF and im going to start temping and charting CM..any tips for a newbie?
ETA:you can put my on waiting to O.. it should be on or around valentines day!