Gotta post this.
And have to start with quick musical background ... leaving out my religious leanings ...
I'm a Deadhead. Stopped counting shows when I passed 100, IYKWIM. And have never gotten past the loss of Jerry.

RIP

And haven't moved musically since he left the world ...
Okay. So that's out of the way ...
Back in 1997 when I was very pregnant with DS#1 (and we still had cable) I was just sort of sitting & zoning to MTV. A video by Marilyn Manson came on ... and while I'd heard of him, I'd never heard his music or seen him ... anyway, I think it was called "The Beautiful People."

This is no exaggeration: Before it even ended, I ran gagging into the bathroom. I threw up for hours after that video. Wasn't able to eat for a day. And had trouble sleeping for several days afterwards, and nightmares whenever I did fall asleep.
There wasn't anything overtly gross in the video that I recall ... but it effectedly me so hugely and so ... grotesquely ...
Can't even see his face without getting nauseated, to this day.
Is that really weird? Or what?
So here's how it connects to my "background" at the beginning of the post: When I told this story to someone just a few days after it happened, he said to me, "Well, of course you'd react that way to Marilyn Manson. He's the anti-Jerry."