Well, I took a pregnancy test this morning and it was positive. It looks like that was ovulation 2 weeks ago after all. We wanted another baby for sure, and we wanted them close together... though this was a lot closer than we expected. I was very excited though. Anyway, about 10 minutes after I got the BFP I started spotting. Through the day it has kept up and is heavier now. I am pretty sure I'm having a miscarriage.
What makes me sad is that I had checked my due date and it is the EXACT same due date as the pregnancy before Ciaran that also ended in a m/c at 11 weeks. I was in shock when the due date calculator popped up with October 30th again.
I really do believe that everything happens for a reason and that my body probably just isn't ready for another pregnancy right now. I could probably handle it fine except for the due date. That m/c was so hard on me and losing another baby due on the exact same day is really tough. My MW says that the bleeding may not mean anything, especially since I have no cramping but I doubt it.
Sorry, just wanted to share since I don't have anyone to tell IRL to tell besides DP and my MW. Just feeling down about it and I know no one else will understand.
What makes me sad is that I had checked my due date and it is the EXACT same due date as the pregnancy before Ciaran that also ended in a m/c at 11 weeks. I was in shock when the due date calculator popped up with October 30th again.
I really do believe that everything happens for a reason and that my body probably just isn't ready for another pregnancy right now. I could probably handle it fine except for the due date. That m/c was so hard on me and losing another baby due on the exact same day is really tough. My MW says that the bleeding may not mean anything, especially since I have no cramping but I doubt it.
Sorry, just wanted to share since I don't have anyone to tell IRL to tell besides DP and my MW. Just feeling down about it and I know no one else will understand.
