I'm really looking forward to the birth. I remember what it felt like last time, and while I think I got off really easy, I'm hoping it will be similar this time.
I'm just done being pregnant.. not 'cause I'm sore or uncomfortable, but I just want to give birth and meet my baby. I loved birthing my three children, and can't wait to do it again.
The only thing I'm nervous about is that with Fiona, it was (unintentionally) unassisted, and now whenever my midwife talks about how she'll be monitoring us and everything, I can't help thinking that I really hope she doesn't make it in time, either. I mean, I would like her to be around in case something goes wrong, but I wish she could be in the other room. We hired a midwife when I first got pregnant who was really as hands off as can be, and would have stayed in the other room if we wanted, but life intervened and we had to find another midwife. I really like our midwife, but I don't think she'll be as hands off as I want.