I've been feeling a bit anxious and worried lately. I was feeling so much better after our u/s and seeing the heartbeat. But despite the nausea, I haven't been FEELING very pregnant. Pants were tight last week, now they're not. My fundus in in the same place, it seems. Boobs didn't grow this time (??). Stuff like that. I felt very worried and couldn't figure it out.
Then last night I realized I will be 10 weeks on Thursday, and it was at 10 weeks that I started spotting with my last (failed) pregnancy. Trying to give myself a break, as I've no time to process these feelings at the moment (I have alone time coming up on Friday. I think some meditation or free writing is in order!).
I do think that my fundus is a bit higher today, so I'm hanging onto that feeling - literally! I've been walking around with my hand cupping the top of my fundus...it's reassuring to remember there's a baby in there! *sigh*